I really do hate being me sometimes, I went out on Saturday and really hurt myself and Im not even sure how. But i have a split forehead, a bust nose and a purple top lip. And to top it off, a gash on the bridge of my nose that looks pretty deep, for fuck sake, if it scars Im just going to give up. I don’t understand how I am the worst and most incapable drunk in the world, but it really has to stop. Im going to try and be productive tomorrow, but with a disfigured face, that might be hard. When will I learn…